"The Perfect Rib"

I am sitting here looking at couples who have been in LOVE, for years. The first thought in my mind is I admire them, and not only do I admire them, I want that kind of deep intimate Love. Then it brings me back too this reality that I am in, and that kind of LOVE is rare and hard to find with the right person. Because a relationship like this has been born from all the Blood, sweat and tears, and true commitment from two people who LOVE and can't live without each other. These two people build each other up, to be the best that either one of them can be. In my heart I long for this deep kind passionate LOVE. This amazing partnership where we can be so real with each other, and so understanding of each other we can finish the sentences coming out of each others mouths. Before I thought I will never find a LOVE like this, this kind of LOVE doesn't exist. Started thinking to myself that I had seen one to many "Fairy tale" movies. Then I realized it's NOT the "Fairy tales". It's NATURAL, to want someone who's their for you more intimately then your best-friend. A partner for Life who helps make this journey called Life a bit more easier. That person who GOD made Just for you!!!. That perfect match kind of LOVE. A even better way to explain it, is to say "That perfect fit to Adam's Missing rib". This is the kind of LOVE that's HEALTHY that keeps you Blooming into this ultimate being that you always knew you were. This kind of Love hold you in your darkest Hours, and Never leaves your side. This Love has that certain scent, when you smell it, it causes you too instantly close your eyes and Breathe in Deeper. This LOVE gives you butterflies and gets your heart pumping so FAST you get light headed. The LOVE brings the Biggest brightest smile too your face even through a Bad day..

 Now truly think to yourself, if you had this kind of LOVE how would you act? how would you respond? how do you think it would effect you and your life? for better or for worse? Well I know for me, I had a small taste of this kind of LOVE, and it was like I was on this DRUG that allowed me too get high, and higher, and Higher the deeper I fell. I found myself waking up HAPPY every morning. Performing at my Very best because NOT only did I have GOD on my side, I was his "Perfect rib" ( So I thought ). Now I found myself doing what all LOVERS are scared of and that's falling from this perfect HIGH. Now that I have landed, I find myself confused and wondering which way to go and where and how to start a NEW!! And just like the STRONGEST DRUG, I'm ADDICTED. just from that little taste. Some people abuse this DRUG I call LOVE. Some people have Landed so Hard from their HIGH, they are scared to take another hit. Which causes them or you to be bitter, angry, always disappointed Just because they were so deeply wrapped up in this Beautiful thing called LOVE. When they hit the GROUND it wasn't something expected. The other person made a Decision to cut your Life line that you shared with them ( or mutual ). So when I see these couples who have been with each other for YEARS, and DECADES and as it should be "Death do us PART". It makes me think, what is it that makes them Realize they cant live without each other? What did these two beautiful people go through and share, that caused them to FUSE together, to the point they are UNBREAKABLE. It makes me truly think How much effort TRULY GOES into LOVE and BUILDING a strong FOUNDATION for ever lasting LOVE. Even with all my ups and Downs in LOVE, I am continuously find myself longing for it. This kind of LOVE is truly a Heaven sent Gift from the Wonderful Almighty GOD. and I leave it in his hands to Bless me with my UNBREAKABLE, ever Lasting Love that I long for. Till then I will be continuously working on me to be a Better Friend,Lover,Supporter etc. for this person, and know GOD has the Perfect date, time, meeting place where this person will catch my eye. When you go into LOVE whole heartedly, its the best thing. The tricky part is NOT loosing yourself and Relationship w/ God ( or your higher power) while you fall.