"The Perfect Rib"

I am sitting here looking at couples who have been in LOVE, for years. The first thought in my mind is I admire them, and not only do I admire them, I want that kind of deep intimate Love. Then it brings me back too this reality that I am in, and that kind of LOVE is rare and hard to find with the right person. Because a relationship like this has been born from all the Blood, sweat and tears, and true commitment from two people who LOVE and can't live without each other. These two people build each other up, to be the best that either one of them can be. In my heart I long for this deep kind passionate LOVE. This amazing partnership where we can be so real with each other, and so understanding of each other we can finish the sentences coming out of each others mouths. Before I thought I will never find a LOVE like this, this kind of LOVE doesn't exist. Started thinking to myself that I had seen one to many "Fairy tale" movies. Then I realized it's NOT the "Fairy tales". It's NATURAL, to want someone who's their for you more intimately then your best-friend. A partner for Life who helps make this journey called Life a bit more easier. That person who GOD made Just for you!!!. That perfect match kind of LOVE. A even better way to explain it, is to say "That perfect fit to Adam's Missing rib". This is the kind of LOVE that's HEALTHY that keeps you Blooming into this ultimate being that you always knew you were. This kind of Love hold you in your darkest Hours, and Never leaves your side. This Love has that certain scent, when you smell it, it causes you too instantly close your eyes and Breathe in Deeper. This LOVE gives you butterflies and gets your heart pumping so FAST you get light headed. The LOVE brings the Biggest brightest smile too your face even through a Bad day..

 Now truly think to yourself, if you had this kind of LOVE how would you act? how would you respond? how do you think it would effect you and your life? for better or for worse? Well I know for me, I had a small taste of this kind of LOVE, and it was like I was on this DRUG that allowed me too get high, and higher, and Higher the deeper I fell. I found myself waking up HAPPY every morning. Performing at my Very best because NOT only did I have GOD on my side, I was his "Perfect rib" ( So I thought ). Now I found myself doing what all LOVERS are scared of and that's falling from this perfect HIGH. Now that I have landed, I find myself confused and wondering which way to go and where and how to start a NEW!! And just like the STRONGEST DRUG, I'm ADDICTED. just from that little taste. Some people abuse this DRUG I call LOVE. Some people have Landed so Hard from their HIGH, they are scared to take another hit. Which causes them or you to be bitter, angry, always disappointed Just because they were so deeply wrapped up in this Beautiful thing called LOVE. When they hit the GROUND it wasn't something expected. The other person made a Decision to cut your Life line that you shared with them ( or mutual ). So when I see these couples who have been with each other for YEARS, and DECADES and as it should be "Death do us PART". It makes me think, what is it that makes them Realize they cant live without each other? What did these two beautiful people go through and share, that caused them to FUSE together, to the point they are UNBREAKABLE. It makes me truly think How much effort TRULY GOES into LOVE and BUILDING a strong FOUNDATION for ever lasting LOVE. Even with all my ups and Downs in LOVE, I am continuously find myself longing for it. This kind of LOVE is truly a Heaven sent Gift from the Wonderful Almighty GOD. and I leave it in his hands to Bless me with my UNBREAKABLE, ever Lasting Love that I long for. Till then I will be continuously working on me to be a Better Friend,Lover,Supporter etc. for this person, and know GOD has the Perfect date, time, meeting place where this person will catch my eye. When you go into LOVE whole heartedly, its the best thing. The tricky part is NOT loosing yourself and Relationship w/ God ( or your higher power) while you fall.

Where is My KING??

Ive always been a writer of whats on my heart.. and Looking at a picture of someone who I thought me and him would make the best couple these words were suddenly on my heart. Its funny how the mind thinks and gets its inspiration for many things.. so here is mine for a health Lasting relationship.






*Thinking* Where is my KING?? The Man that will be my Best-friend, the man that understand me and support my goals, as I will do his. The Man that gives me a kind of Love that every inch of my body and soul craves when he is away. The Man is Strong, Proud, and the Most beautiful Humble being Ive ever saw. Where is my KING who's passion, for his Life, Career, Family empowers me to be a better QUEEN. Where is my KING who wants to create and build an Empire for our Children, for our Prince's & Princess'es. I have all this Love & Devotion waiting patiently for you, My KING.. But until then I will remain The head of my Throne also known as a Virgin-Queen.

Your's Truly , Your Queen

Chrisandra-Yvelle

Gratitude

Have you ever been in a situation where you just felt like you were about to break?? I know I have. Have you ever had your heartbroken so bad, that it cut so deep that you didn't know how you'd trust again? I have! Ever been lied to, betrayed, talked about, abused, raped, bullied and so much more..  Well some of those things I have also went through myself. But the most important thing that I noticed is that I've MADE it through some horrible things in my life. Even though we all feel in the back of our heads that the shit ain't fair, but then I think about what Jesus went through, and that was not fair at all. Especially because he was/is the Son of God who committed no sin. So I start too think if Jesus life wasn't easy, who said mine will be?. I notice while we are being processed by a Higher Power, we sit there and complain moan bitch groan and more, and I am guilty of it also. But as soon as that sun come's out and I'm standing tall on my own two feet, I play the thankful role. Yes dammit I said it, The thankful role. What I call the "Thankful Role" is when thank God for getting us through that hardship for so long and glad our going to church and bible study and putting a few dollars in the offering. God answered our prayers and pulled us through on TOP. Hmmm now truly think about this? When you make it out on "TOP", did you deserve it? and now that you are on "TOP" or in a better situation then your last, are you going to keep doing what God say's to do, or are you going back to "Your ways" because you life is now more convient for you? Interesting right? but what do we as Humans of the flesh do?. We go back to doing what we were doing before, turning our backs on our "Higher Power" and trying to survive on our own. To me this sum's up almost every persons life. We call on  God when we are alone and have nobody, when we are broke, when we need, want and so much more. But we are so guilty of being his children and not doing the simplest things of allowing him to live through us so that everyone on this planet may experience his love and mercy. I know I am guilty of this also but I am working on it. I can admit that.. but are you?. I don't know where you are in your journey with a "Higher Power", but I kno where mine is and I CAN'T live without him. I find myself in daily prayer, saying thank you way more then my normal 2years ago. Gratitude must be practiced. Once you get to this point of clarity and realize how much your "Higher Power"has done for you and does do for you daily, you life changes. The way you feel about life changes. The people in your life look different as well, you find yourself seeking for those people who feel like you full of gratitude and this beautiful Spiritual light to live life to the fullest. This is where I find myself as I write this. I will not be a hypocrite and say I feel like this all the time ooo no! sheesh just 6 hours ago I didn't feel like this. But I as a human I have to practice everyday. That my "Higher Power" has a Wonderful Life ahead of me, and if I am not thankful and can't be happy where I am now. I am never going to make it where I truly want to be in my Future. I Chrisandra-Yvelle has had a tough life, so far but I know there is someone who gave me this life because he knew that I was strong enough to overcome the trials of this life. To be the Wonderful person he wants me to be. And I am GRATEFUL and full of GRATITUDE just because he believes in me and knows I can make it. My relationship with my Heavenly Father is something I am and will always be forever Grateful. No religion, no person on this earth, cant tell me any different. So just look at your situation, and find something your grateful for and hold on to it with all your might. Have that be apart of you will to succeed in this life but always know your "Higher Power" will always be on your side.

With Every Footstep taken, is another Closer to our Destiny :)

Lets Change it uppp a Bit!!!!!

Hey Everyone im so SORRY that i have been Gone for so long!!!!! But I've been so buzzy w/ school & work, so Finally sitting here w/ my sister and decided to change up the Blog a Bit.. Of course im still going to be my Loving POSITIVE self but I also want you guys too get too know me a Bit More!!!! See the Things I like, that i am into and More ya kno!!!! So Here Goes Nothing Hope you Like!!! (www.Twitter.com/Mzyvelle ) 

Sooooo Ummmm Been so stuck on Make-upp Lately and man!!! tell me these Looks are Not Hot!!!! Luv  Color on my Chocolate Skin!!! 

So This Look was Created by "Brilliant Brunette"

I TRULY think she did an amazing Job w/ these colors. The Best purple smokey eye i have seen. If you would like too know More informations about thie wonderful look check out Miss Brilliant Brunette @ 

http://www.abrilliantbrunette.com/2010/05/glowing-smokey-purple.html

She will Show you the Colors she used and More!!  Good Luck on Trying it out!!!

Hey Everyone this is the Beautifully talented Make-up Artist names Lauren AKA QueenofBlending. I have been following Lauren via her YouTube Channel http://www.youtube.com/user/QueenofBlendingMUA / Also Via http://twitter.com/QUEENOFBLENDING Her videos are vry Inspirational plus Informative. Her Looks can go from calm to VERY DARING!!!! But its all in Fun.. She is an Amazing Make up Artist and I wish her all the Best!!!!! :)))

Okay on A fashion NOTE.. lol I have been looking round and seeing things that catch my eye!!! Im trying too be a bit more daring and curious. FASHION is the Best area too play around! Especially us ladies, we LOVE to be daring or say play dress up and try NEW things... so im going too Post a few looks that I think are Hot and a PLUS for SUMMER!!!

Ciara: Love her Tomboy style w/ a twist of Gurlieness  & Beyonce: Cute n  Relaxed - the ciggss lol

This is just a Random look I found!! That I think is Cute for the summer like hanging out w/ friends or just simply running around for the Day!!

GOTS TOO HAVE LOTS OF COLOR for the Summer!!! Gotta BE FLY @ all times!!!

Till the NEXT time Love ya'll!! TA-TA 4 now!!

"Its Your Time"

Hey ya'll sorry it has been a while, but I normally write from Inspiration. Lately Ive been focusing on my own Inspiration and Goals. well lately ive been reading Pastor Joel Osteen's latest book, "Its Your Time". Even tho im only on the 2nd page of the fourth Chapter, The book has me feeling Powerful & Greatful to be a Child of the Most high God. You dont have to be into religion or apart of religion to read this book. I think personally everyone can benefit from taking the time too read some good words to feed their spirit. 

I feel its very important to be open-minded about many things. Especially in the world we live in today. Many ppl may not belive in God or any kind of religion; And thats the thing I love about Joel Osteen, hes not one of those Pastors to Force things down you throat. He just continues to fill you up with faithful Loving words, that feed your spirit & soul. Nothing but Positive Loving warm energy flows from Pastor Joel Osteen, and thats the main reason I continue to support his books and programs and his church. Maybe reading this book would make you feel much different about God or better yet your Life and the Path its on.. it has for me! Now that I've sed that im gunna post some quotes from Pastor Joels book. (currently reading)

"You may feel you have so far to go. But the truth is,You dont know. Your dream may be just around the Corner"

"Break those Chains. Become a prisoner of Hope. No matter how long it takes, no matter how impossible it looks, your attitude should be: "I just cant help it. I know it will work out. I know i will overcome. It may be taking a long time, but i know this too shall pass. it may be difficult, but i know that means im close to my Victory"

"Instead of getting discouraged, Instead of Going around all sour, you need to have the attitude to say: "Ive come too far to stop now. Ive been through too much to back down. I realize the pressure has tuned up because im about to give birth to me Dreams!"

"God Promises your payday is on its way. If you'll learn to be a prisoner of hope and get up everyday expecting God's favor, you'll see God do amazing things. You'll overcome every obstacle. You'll deafeat every enemy. And I belive and declare you'll see every dream,every Promise God has put in your heart, come to pass."

"Im done being Complacent. Im done settling for mediocrity. I belive every Dream, every Promise, even the secret Petitions of my heart will come to fulfillment"

                                                                                         - Pastor Joel Osteen "Its Your Time"

Hope those words mean sumthing to you just as much as they ment something to me.....:-)))

Luv yalll have a blessed nite

(Book is sold in all book stores)

Get to know Pastor Joel Osteen www.Twitter.com/JoelOsteenMin

"This Voice"

What is this Voice i Hear?? Its so Clear..

It speaks to me when im Lost, its speaks to me when im confused,

It speaks to me when i have nobody to turn too.

This voice is always guiding me, and making choices with me.

100% of the time this Voice is always right!

But the Majority of the time im arguing with this voice, or going against its advice. 

The words of this Voice, comfort me durning tough times,

this amazing voice has even Guided me thru the Darkest times into light.

So y? do I always have the Nerve to Question this voice?? 

When i Know in My Heart, this voice doesn't mean nothing but Good!

Im confused at how i sometimes I ignore the Voice that i hear coming from my Heart.

But lately been paying this voice more attention then ever,

Even waiting on its response, especially when in doubt.

This Voice that I hear ain't Just a Voice..

This Voice that i've been hearing is None other then God talking 2 me from in my Heart..

Giving me great advice & Guidance... 

to fufill the Dream that he has planted into my Heart.

Ignoring this voice has always done more Harm then Good for me,

But His Voice has never Left me alone when in need.

His Amazing voice has always just comforted me and given me More love then any..

Ive Finally Learn to Humble myself and Pay full attention to this Voice

thats Knows that Path of my Life even b 4 I take a step!

"Don’t you realize that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who lives in you and was given to you by God? You do not belong to yourself."
1 Corinthians 6:18-20 

"Da Hustle"

Besides the Glitz & Glamour of a Celebrity or a Person With a "Household Name", What do you see? What attracts you too that person? I noticed What attracts me is "Da hustle". There story, How they got there, where they came from, what did they go threw to get to where they are!. Being Successful is something we all want and are working HARD for, especially if we are gunna make big $$$ for doing something we love. But thats just the thing, The people who are TRULY successful are doing what they Love. Xactly what God put them  here too do! I truly Believe it all starts with God planting something in the Bible called a "SEED", of the career you will Soon crave and desire to have. I dont know if you know this, But all of us have a book of Life written By God. The Desires & Passion for an occupation doesnt just come from anywhere. Its a Wonderful thing are Heavenly Father Gave us called a "Gift". And That's the Beauty of Being who you are and true to yourself. NOT anyone on this planet can say or do anything to change YOU, Nor to CHANGE the path God has already Planned for us as indivisuals. The only people with the will power and Strength to change your Life is You & God. Every Journey of a successful path has some kinda trial and tribulation, wether born rich or poor. You have too fight your way to the top or Fight too stay @ the TOP of whatever it is you are up against. Your strength should & will be your drive, and your "Strength" will be tested and challenged in more wayz then one, But the Desire & Passion for your tru love of whatever it is you wanna do Fight for it! and Most importantly Keep God 1st. Because besides you, He knows those desires of your heart and hes capable of giving you EVERYTHING your heart desires...

"  I knew you before I formed you in your Mothers womb. Before you were born I Set you APART and appointed you as my Prophet to the nations" Jeremiah 1:5